Move again?

We might move again. Sigh. This time not because of my family financial problem but the owner of the house that we currently staying. It start with a tiny electric bill. We've been heard that the family that stayed at this house before our family had a "relationship" problem. Divorce. They had financial problem leads to avoid paying electric bill. Which left us almost RM1000 (tunggakan). Of course we don't want to pay that because it's not our debt. So the owner said just pay the current charge only. My dad is not the type of person who pay it late, ada tunggakan or whatever. He paid every month without any tunggakan. So the electric bill are okay but! The water bill is the problem now. As you guys know. My family live at a village kinda place. Which means, in one tanah lot have 3 to 4 houses. My owner land have 4 house. 1 the owner, 1 his late sister, 2 rent house. So we live at the owner late sister house which is huge. So in one land have 4 electric and 4 wate…

Saturday Night.

Last Saturday, my family and I went to celebrate my mother birthday. We went to a seafood restaurant at Bagan Lalang for some delicious seafood dinner and it was great! We having so much fun. I eat a lot too!!! Maybe because I was really hungry as I didn't eat anything at all on that day.

We also went to shopping some stuff at Nilai. First we went to Mesamall at Nilai to buy my skincare product and hair care. Then went to Borders bookstore to buy art supply. After that, we went to Popular bookstore at Giant, Nilai to buy more art supplies. Haha.. Sebab satu tempat tak jual banyak barang or barang yang sama. Right?!

Can't wait to use my new babies!! 😍😍😍 . #fathinmelukis #watercolour #reeveswatercolor A post shared by @fathinnatasha_ on Sep 4, 2017 at 3:10am PDT

After all the supplies shopping at Nilai, we went for some thrift shopping at Nilai Lama. Rasanya lah sebab tak ingat nama tempat tu. Thrift shopping are the BEST!!! Best giler thriting ni. Thrift is bundle. Baju lama…

Those kind people.

A few weeks ago, I was sad and felt not appreciated and these 2 beautiful and kind people make me happy.

Story 1.
I'm that type of person who love to give people that I know like friends a gift for special occasion or just for fun. Last month was one of my friend birthday. So I decided to draw her a portrait if her. I'm not that good in portrait drawing but I've put a lot of effort in doing it. Little do you know, she didn't even say "THANK YOU" to me. Which made me sad about it. It's not a big deal to others but to me it is a BIG deal. Making that portrait with all of my heart and then they didn't appreciate it are the worst thing ever!

Sigh. I always give something to people.. like present, but I never see them appreciate it or even say thank you.Am I being dramatic with my life? Or I'm just pathetic.
You'll be appreciated like you've never been appreciated before, sooner or later.Your talent, hardwork & thoughtfulness will lead you t…


People come and people go. We love the one who stay with us and missed the one who leave us. Memories will always stay in our mind. We remember it every single day. We laugh. We cry. We smile. We fight. All of that will always stay as a memories. It depends on how we appreciate it. I'm sorry if I ever hurt your heart. Making fun of you. Talked shit about you. That was all mix emotions. But that doesn't mean I'm completely hate you. I appreciate those who came into my life. You changed my world. Learned new things every single day. It was fun and sad. Replay all those beautiful memories in my sleep. Because it was meaningful to me. Memories.

Be Strong!

Be strong!!!

I'm leaving.

Berhenti lah berlakon. Aku dah tau dah. Jangan lah bodoh kan diri tu yer.. Hari demi hari, aku makin benci kat kau. Dah tak boleh nak simpan lagi perasaan ni. Sakit hati. Sakit otak. Penat. Hari hari tengok kau berlakon baik. Hari hari tengok kau  gelak macam tak ada apa apa berlaku. Kalau dah tak suka bagitau. Kalau dah tak nak hargai bagitau. Kalau dah tak anggap aku ni sebagai kawan bagitau. Aku terima jer. Sebab aku pun dah mula tak hargai dan anggap kau sebagai kawan. Maaf dari aku tapi aku dah hilang perasaan hormat kat kau. Aku bukan kawan kau lagi kan. Kau pun mesti penatkan. Hari hari nak kena berlakon baik depan aku. Berlakon. Senyum kat aku. Gelak dengan aku. Tegur aku bagi salam tu semua. Aku tak tahu kenapa kau buat aku macam ni. Apa yang aku dah buat kat kau. Sampai kau berlakon macam tu sekali. Sampai kau buat aku ni macam orang bodoh. Apa yang kau nak sebenarnya. Bagitau aku. Aku dah mula lupakan kau. Satu demi satu. Aku buang kau dari hidup aku. Aku buang kau dari me…

Shah Alam

Assalamualaikum guyz!!! Dah lama sangat aku tinggalkan blog ni... Banyak jugak benda best yang tak sempat nak upload kat blog ni.. This year adalah tahun yang paling busy (kut) bagi aku.. *sigh* Sekarang tengah final year for my diploma.. So that's why busy sangat sangat.. Tapi, masih cuba berusaha untuk "hidup". Hahahaha. Since tengah berperang untuk tahun akhir ni or semester akhir ni.. Banyak benda mencabar fizikal and mental aku. Fuhh.. Tahap kesabaran masih kelihatan terkawal lagi.. Tiada tanda tanda yang mencurigakan.. Hahaha..

New semester means new friends.
Semester akhir ni kawan aku semakin bertambah... Alhamdulillah. Walaupun tak ramai and tak berapa rapat tetapi still kenal each other.. That's good right? Aku ni bukan lah jenis cepat buat kawan.. Tapi berusaha jugak lah untuk cuba buat kawan walaupun dah umur 20 tapi still tak pandai nak berkawan. Ibu aku cakap aku ni memilih kawan. Well... Betul jugak apa ibu aku cakap tu.. Aku kadang kadang cerewet juga…